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Once again

It's amazing to me how many times I can get fucked over. Music is the worst and best path in the world but unfortunately you have to count on other people to make it happen.... some you can count on and some you can't, and not even always on purpose or their fault. Fuck the whole thing. Why I keep going I don't know.... is there a reason I should continue? Other than just for something to do? Because I can't stand having other people control things who are assholes and liars and stupid. I should be doing a solo project.... of course that would be too hard for me to as well probably. I should take up knitting... no that's too hard too. Why is it so hard to find a guitarist? At least one I could count on for more than a short time? And not even that. Are we so horrible to work with? Is the music really bad? Or is it just I'm too ugly, old, and fat and no one would want to book us if they can help it or get someone better. And that's pretty much everyone else. Even though I'm the only one, pretty much everywhere, doing what I do. Isn't there something unique there? Does that count for anything? Apparently not. So once again I am fucked and have to start fucking over. That's a lot of work and I don't know if I want to do it anymore just to get fucked over later again.

Aug 28, 2015 @ 9:49 AM

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